I used to think I’d be broken without you. Then I realized I was whole before you - so I know being ok exists.
Human nature is one strange thing.
It’s fucked how once something amazing ends - we act like we don’t care. Like we never even knew that person. And we run off to other things to keep our heads busy but then at night we hate the thought of being such in denial of missin them. We lay in bed lonely. Huggin our pillows till we find that same cuddle shape we used to have together. And worst of all. once we finally pass out and get some rest - its only hours later that we wake up pretending we don’t care again and acting like we never even thought of them as more than just friends…….I miss being ok alone.
Just whatever you do. Don’t wake up thinking you can be sorry.
The reason why relationships are rocky is because we are scared to get into them. And then once we are - we are scared to lose them.